I think about you every day. The days we would spend together. The days you would tell me you loved me. The days that felt like a fairytale. Sounds cheesy but I miss you. Why did you have to leave. But I guess it’s my fault. You told me you had a wife. You told me you guys weren’t together and I believed you. In the beginning it was true but you later went behind my back and started messing with her. Why? I was so good to you. I never told you but I loved you. I still do. I remember when you first hit me up you told me that it was just to get over stress. It was the same for me too but then after a couple of days, you said you were falling for me and I was falling for you too. I miss staying at your house for days. I was only a senior in high school. I was so young and vulnerable. What got me was your daughter. She was my world. It sucks not being able to see her. It sucks not being able to see you. I miss you both with all of my heart. I hope she is doing good. She has probably forgotten about me by now but that’s okay. My love for you grows every day and it sucks because we aren’t together. You’re with her. And what hurts even more is she is pregnant again. You are about to have another daughter. It was hard hearing the news but all I want is for you to be happy. I hope you are. I hope everything in your life works out. I see how she treats you and I don’t like it. You deserve the world. You deserve someone that will show you off and claim you as theirs. She doesn’t do that. It makes me mad because she doesn’t understand what she has. Love, you were my world and she took my world away from me and doesn’t even see the wonders it has…. the wonders that you have. You’re smart, funny, your smile can light up a room, your laugh, how you make that certain face that makes me laugh every time. I miss talking to you on the phone. I remember we talked once on the phone after everything happened and it was the best thing. I wish I could hear your voice again because it is so hard without you in my life. I just finished my first semester of college and the only person I wanted to talk to about college is you… but I can’t do that. But like you always said, what is meant to be will be. Much love to you.
You still have my heart