I don’t even know where to start. When I think about the past I can’t but to think about all the memories we shared and how you were my best friend. We were so in love. It hurts me to think how much we did wrong and how immature we were back then. If I could take it all back I would. I really do miss you and I truly can’t move on because in my heart I still feel like you’re the one and I’m tired of having that feeling because you’ve clearly moved on. I tried reaching out to you in the past and never once has it resulted in something good. I don’t understand why you’re so nice to me when you’re drunk but as soon as you’re sober you block me on every way possible. I decided to block you today because I realized you’ve clearly moved on and it’s time for me too. It’s not easy to especially living in a small town and sharing mutual friends. I miss my best friend, I wish you would contact me because you cutting me off only showed me the 2 years we spent together meant nothing to you. I know you’re happy now I can tell from the stories I see of you and that makes me happy. I probably won’t ever talk to you again and in that case I hope the best for you and I know you have an amazing life ahead of you. I’m not in love with you but I love and always will love you. You were not only my best friend but also my first love and truly one I won’t ever forget. But now I need to move on, the past is in the past and you were only one of the chapters in my life.
I thought you were the one