My Dhali Wangu,
If someone had told me a few months ago that we would no longer be together I wouldn’t have believed them for a second. I will never understand how two people that were once so happy and in love could become so distant with one another.
I have never felt happiness like the way I did when I was with you. You were everything I could have hoped for and I really did think you were the one I would spend the rest of my life with. It breaks my heart to think of all the things that we’ll never do and all the things I’ll never hear you say again. I would do anything to have one more morning waking up beside you, one more late night drive together or to hear you say you love me just once more.
I think of you everyday, and everyday something happens that I wish I could tell you. I’ve been holding on to hope that we’ll be together again, it’s easier to pretend that we might than to face everyday knowing that we won’t.
I truly believe everything happens for a reason, however this I will never understand. I’m tired of feeling numb and exhausted. I can only hope that one day I no longer think of you and that I learn to be happy without you. For me, this is the ending of the chapter that was us.