It’s been a few weeks now since we broke up. If it were up to me, I would’ve never let you go but you do deserve a much better human being than I am. You deserve someone who feels exactly how I feel about you and more but at the same time, has better mental health than me. I would like to apologize for all the times I was difficult to be with. I want you to know that I did try my best and did not wish to burden you with all my problems. You are the best friend anyone can ever wish for.
I’ve loved you since the day we played basketball and I’m sure, I’ll always continue to do so.
I miss you more than anything in the world. I miss your voice, your jokes, our silly little conversations.
When you decided you couldn’t do it anymore, I did the things I regret most in life. I never should’ve talked to you that way. No one, no one deserves to be spoken to that way. No amount of sorrys will ever be enough, I know that. You’re my first true love, aah well, you’re my only true love. I’ve never loved anyone the way I love you (I should say loved). I miss every little thing about you, even your family. Hell, I hate kids and yet I dream about your nephews on a regular basis.
The chances of you reading this are minimal but you never know. I really really do wish all the best for you. I wish you find someone who’s happy and can bring joy in your life as well. I’m super sorry for how I am, for everything. I love you, Afreen!