I miss you, but you don’t..

I miss you, but you don’t..

I miss you, but you don’t..

To S,
I don’t know if you’ll ever see this but if you do I hope you know this is for you. I have a lot to say but I’m gonna shorten it for you.I still miss you. Every time I think I’m finally over you something reminds me of you and I miss you all over again. I hate it. I don’t know what we had but even if we were just friends, you didn’t need to leave without saying anything. Do you know how hard that is.

Every day I think of what I could’ve done. I blame myself every single day for us not being on speaking terms. I wonder if you miss me like I miss you. I wonder if you even remember who I am. I wonder if when you see me you heart skips a beat like how mines does when I see you. Do you remember that 1 song that I texted you? Yeah you’ve ruined it for me. I haven’t been able to listen to it without breaking down. Do you remember how we use to stay up till late texting ever single night? Do you remember when you passed your driving test and I was so excited for you and I said that I want to go everywhere with you? Do you remember how I use to tell you every dumb thing I did during the day? I doubt you do but I still remember everything.

You weren’t my first crush but you were my first love. I didn’t even care whether or not you liked me back, I just cared about you being in my life even if that meant just being friends. You’ve ruined a lot for me but no matter what people say or what you do, I always think highly of you but I know you don’t think the same of me. I really wish you came back even if it’s just to say why you left in the first place. I miss you and I just want to get over you but I don’t know if I ever will. Thank-you for being part of my life and I wish you all the best 

1 Comment

  1. anonymous15 1 year ago

    Hello ! You both seems to be very sweet. You know.. it’s normal(ok) to break up with someone you love.
    It’s perfectly ok to miss him. Anyways, he was your first love. You both care each other so much.
    You still want the best for him. That’s good. Just be honest with yourself and don’t treat yourself harshly.

    But. Don’t chase him anymore. Give time for yourself and think why the relationship didn’t work.

    Time will heal. The end of a relationship doesn’t mean that there is anything wrong with you. You don’t have to be in a relationship to feel happy.

    If you really miss him, try to contact him how he’s doing. But with no intention to get back.
    Be kind to yourself. 🙂 Hope this helps !

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