Every day I wake up waiting for it to feel just a little less shitty and it never does, it feels like it never will because no matter what I do and how my life unfolds I’ll never be your one and only ever again. You used to be the person I could talk to about anything but now we don’t talk about anything ever and I hate it I wish I could go back in time to when we were kids and thought we would grow old together because as more and more times passes with you I get bitter and angry that I’m left a hollow shell of a human while u get to move on and build a new version of urself. In the deepest depths of my soul I thought you were my forever person and I don’t know how to undo it, it’s just so fucking hard man I love her