Hi 🙂 i know you’re not going to read this and i hope you wont find this because that’d be embarrassing for me ahahaha. Sayang, i miss you so much. It’s almost been a year since you left. You broke my heart in every possible way and i know i deserved it because i took you for granted. Yeah i’m that kind of person.

I need to change my attitude. I’m so selfish and the fact that my selfishness broke our relationship. You know what ? If i know we’ll end up like this, i wouldn’t even date you. I’d stay friends with you because you mean a lot to me i cant even bare with the thought of loosing you. But then my nightmare came true.

You’re long gone. Sayang, when you left, i lost everything. I lost my best friend, my gaming partner, my buddy, my late night calls partner. When you left, I lost my heart too because it left with you. I can’t even think of anything without you in it. Everything reminds me of you.

From the bottom of my heart i’m so sorry…for everything. I love you so much…more than you could imagine. and i’ll never stop loving you. i wish you the love and happiness that you deserve. i hope you find the one. I love you forever, Sayang.