Every day I wake up waiting for it to feel just a little less shitty and it never does, it feels like it never will because no matter what I do and how my life unfolds I’ll never be your one and only ever again. You used to be the person I could talk to about anything but now we don’t talk about anything ever and I hate it I wish I could go back in time to when we were kids and thought we would grow old together because as more and more times passes with you I get bitter and angry that I’m left a hollow shell of a human while u get to move on and build a new version of urself. In the deepest depths of my soul I thought you were my forever person and I don’t know how to undo it, it’s just so fucking hard man I love her
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Have you told her
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I’m so sorry you’re hurting and longing for someone you can’t be with. I had this with someone. The more you long for them and dwell in the past, the more bitter and bereaved you become. You have to take those thoughts and desires and little by little shut them down and close them off.
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