Dear Elijah,
I hope you never see this. That’s a lie; possibly sarcasm. I learned that from you, you know; the sarcasm stuff. I never understood sarcasm before you came along. I can’t think of a better way to start this off; I’m sorry.
I’m sorry I took advantage of your innocence. I’m sorry for the last month and a half of our relationship. I’m sorry I didn’t make you comfortable enough to say no. I took things much farther than they ever had to go because I was so unsure of how to keep you. I’m sorry I relationshipped wrong. I was about to do it right; I was about to tell you. Pour out my heart to you. It was a Tuesday when you broke us. I relive that Tuesday like it’s an episode of Supernatural. I was going to tell you everything on Saturday.