I hate you, I hate you, I hate you or maybe I love you. You left me for a girl who ended up breaking your amazing heart. Even though you hurt me and shattered my heart in to a million pieces, I still care so much about you and I hate it. You tell me Im just another face in the crowd, in the hallway but the way you look at me I know you’re not telling the truth. I don’t know what it is, I want to be your friend but I also want to rip your guts out. You are not just another face to me, you are the boy I loved, the one who I told every singe problem to, the one who made me the happiest girl on the face of the Earth. You make me so frustrated and mad but some how I manage to look over the fact that you hurt me so much and see your amazing caring heart. I never would of seen coming that you would of done what you did. Its been almost two years and I still not have got over us, we were so perfect and you screwed it. I am slowly getting over us and the amazing relationship that we had. You still have a piece of my heart and I would greatly appreciate if you gave it back. I wish you well because you do deserve the best and hopefully you’ll find it. Thank you for the smiles and tears.
I hate you