My Darling Dearest,
There’s so much that I want to say to you, but it’s stuff that I could never tell you to your face.
I broke up with you about 8 months ago. It broke my heart, but at the same time, I always believed that it was for the best. The next 3 months after that, we didn’t speak at all. It was horrible and I hated not having you in my life. It was a freak coincidence when we started talking to each other again. After that, we promised to always stay friends and be in each other’s lives. You were my best friend when we were dating and you’re still my best to this day.
We still tell each other that we love the other. And it’s true. You still love me, and I still love you. But with me leaving for college, it was easier if we just stayed friends. I hate that I made that choice. I miss you and I want to be with you. But I know that we can’t, because I can’t be what you need to be.
And now, it’s too late. You’re going to start dating this other girl. As your friend, I will always support you and I want you to be happy.
I’m hurting so much because I’m not the girl you are with anymore, you have someone new. I won’t be able to kiss you anymore or have you in my life. I regret not telling you how I feel about you, how I wish it was me and not her. All that matters though, is that you are happy.
I will always be your friend and I will always love you. I will love you more than you will ever know.
Always and Forever,