It’s been too long, and I have a new boyfriend of a year, yet I still think of you. It stopped for a while, and I was over you, but it has started again and I don’t know what to do about it.
When I messaged you for closure, I really wanted to ask about your life. I want to know what’s happening. I want to hear about your family, your animals, your music, but I knew the more I speak the more guilty I will feel for talking about you. I know I should tell him, and I know I shouldn’t have even spoken to you even for closure, however I can’t help myself.
I’m writing this now, so that I don’t impulse text you again. I miss you. I want you in my arms again. Not even in a loving relationship way, I just want to catch up, as friends.
Should I be in another relationship? I love my boyfriend. I love him. He’s better than you (no offense), and I could never forgive you, but that doesn’t stop me from missing you, so, I miss you.
I can’t talk to you though, it will either end in immense guilt, or he will find out, and I will be in even more trouble.
Nonetheless, again, I miss you, and I hope you have an amazing life, I know you’re capable of it.