I loved you.  I think you knew, but didn’t want to deal with it.  Because my feelings must have been a burden.  You said things would be temporary.  At first, I agreed.  I was going through something so what you suggested seemed convenient.  I knew one of us would get hurt.  But I didn’t think it would be me.  There was no way I thought I would feel so deeply for you.  So samip, I’ll never say it to you.  We will never talk again. But at least in this letter I can admit. I loved you, like really.  No cap, sleepy Joe, fr fr.  I really wanted to be with you somehow. Good bye.