I know you’ll never see this but I need to get it out somewhere. I did horrible things near the end of our relationship and I wish I could take back so much, but I know I can’t. I was stupid and so mentally unstable and thought I wanted “more,” but wow was I wrong. Now I live everyday regretting what happened, wishing I would have kissed you in your garage instead of looking at you with tears and deciding to walk away. I hurt you so much and I can never tell you how sorry I am. I know you’re happy now and found somebody new, I hope she is treating you good because you deserve nothing more than happiness times a thousand. We went through so much in the four years we were together and I can’t thank you enough for standing by my side even through the worst. Keep being you because that’s something amazing.