I hate that i’m still hung up over you. it’s been more than two weeks since you broke up with me and i’m trying so hard to move on. but even though i go out with friends and sleep my problems away, you still plague my mind with memories from the past. i’m just so confused how 9 months of charming moments could be thrown away. you told me that we could stay friends and keep texting, but i don’t want that. i want my best friend back.

I hate that my entire world revolved around you. all my humor and taste came directly from you and when you left me that part of me died off too. i hate seeing you happy, seeing you with that girl. whether you’re dating her or not, i’m just a tad bit disappointed. i hate the way my friends constantly bring you up and what you do with her. i think about everything we’ve done and how you might do all that with her. you know, if you ever came back to me, i’d take you back in a heartbeat. i still love you, despite all things we’ve done to each other.